Wednesday, December 19, 2012

SLFKDJlLKDFLSKDJFL

NEVER AGAIN, will I walk into a bar that myfriends and I have not been into.

The fudge did they put in the drinks?

I had ONE GLASS of beer. ONE. MOTHERFUDGING GLASS. and I go haywire.

The fuck.

My fingers are freezing, I can't sleep, I feel like puking all the time, my head's spinning, I feel like I'm floating.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

4 years

After 4 long years of coaxing (On his part), I guess, i finally gave in? About time too eh?


But honestly, being labeled as someone else's.. causes myself to panic a little (okay, a lot) in the inside.
The problem is, I'm afraid. I've been hurt before, and this is the first time that I've let someone in since.  He seemed to give a lot. I need to learn, to give. He'd do or say things that would let me go all gooey in the inside.


Best friend of mine says its love.

Is it now?


I don't really believe in that, but, on my part, I'm messed up plenty. I don't even say that.
But saying (texting more like it) this to him, seems all natural.

I don't know..


Sidenote, here's URSULA TAKING OVER GONDOR WITH THE POWER OF THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. ONLY THE JEDI WARRIORS TIANA AND RAPUNZEL CAN SAVE THE DAY.

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Youu people love me.